In the pursuit of happiness and to accomplish my goals for life and because of my health. I have to leave the country. Very soon I will be leaving home, my family and my country. I am going to be leaving everything behind.
I might not be able to send them money on time. But I will send money as soon as I get a job or start my business and save up some cash.
Can’t resist the blame game and leaning on my wife to get some sleep.
I am in a lot of pain. It's not just my back, but also my heart and mind. I want to give everything and provide a place for Anabia and Usman to grow up where their social, emotional and educational needs are met. Having a safe and loving home but I can't resist the blame game and leaning on my wife to get some rest. The reality is that she doesn't try to understand.
People are more concerned about money. I feel sorry for myself, my kids and my family now because this situation has been going on for too long already and we need help from friends who know what they’re doing before it gets worse than it already is…
I suffered and tired of anxiety, blames, disrespect, threat and violence.
Diary Of A Gone Father 